I’m a big history buff and I think that understanding the history of the confederacy and understanding the history of the civil war is something that every American and every young American should be a part of. Now, I don’t think that you can understand the confederacy and the civil war without understanding slavery, so I think that was a unacceptable omission. I think the governor has now acknowledged that and I think that it’s just a reminder that when we talk about issues like slavery that are so fraught with pain and emotion that we better do so thinking through how this is going to effect a lot of people and their sense of whether they’re part of a commonwealth or part of a brother society
On this I have to say that I completely agree with the president. Those supporting the creation of this so-called remembrance without acknowledging the evil that slavery was and is (slavery is still occurring in the U.S., though it is illegal) have definite racial issues that they need to work on. The idea that Whiteness needs to be proud and reminded of its accomplishments is ridiculous, when Whiteness is supported by every single social institution. Revisionist history is merely an attempt to secure this racial bias.
Despite the argument that we have Oprah and Barack, Whiteness has yet to loosen its tentacles on power and this needs to be clearly understood. I long for the day when I no longer have to write about race. I long for the day when I can stop educating Whiteness on the way that people of colour are marginalized.
The emotional cost of constantly having to defend yourself is never acknowledged in these conversations. If we don’t fight, Whiteness, like every other power in history will not be inspired to act in the cause of justice and yet each battle that we engage in zaps strength that is so desperately needed in other areas. The fight is absolutely draining and yet, we can never have a moments peace because someone is always there to say I don’t get it, or why don’t you spoon feed the information because I am too lazy to look on google or go to a library.
I am tired of having White people tell me how I have incorrectly interpreted my experiences because I am just too sensitive. I am tired of having White people twist facts in order to present the facts in a better light, no matter what it does to the person of colour. I am tired of being called a racist because I think that I have value. I am tired of the rosy coloured but I don’t see race whine, unless of course it benefits Whiteness. I am tired of my body and the bodies of people of colour being the only ones understood as specifically raced. I am tired of hearing but Black people are racist too excuse. In short:
I AM TIRED
Don’t quote Audre Lorde to show me how advanced you are. Don’t point out that you have Black friends. Don’t tell me that your favourite authors are all of colour and finally don’t speak about my people in a defeatist tone without ever acknowledging our amazing achievements.
Now that I have said all of this, the one certainty is that I will say that again because no matter how clear my argument or how forcefully POC fight, Whiteness is deeply ingrained in this society. It rolls through the streets like a flash flood devouring all in its path.